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I'm so bored ~

2012-01-13T17:07:00.000+08:00

Im freaking god bored at home . Went to se doctor again today .. siannn this morning wake up my mum lyk shock " How come your face so swollen again ?" she say my face lyk puffer fish is round in the morning . == so didnt went to the outdoor PE . IM SOO SAD ABOUT IT ! wahh i wan play ball games T_T ! siann plus plus i dun wan be anonymous in the class like last year . i mean i dun wan be famous and stand out bt at least nt a nobody rite ? dun one likes to feel out of place. im so hungry now man ~ only ate mouthful of rice thn went bck to sleep againn.the whole day i've been sleeping bet i cant sleep tonite. tmr going out with tong and im sooo excited . didnt went shopping for a long time now. i;m kind of a shopperholic i hope shopping bt nt necessarily love to buy stuff (: HAHAH so glad that i dun nid to do the LKH annoucement ! hahahaha ((: school was okay for these first week. i guess cux its the first week, everyone is very enthu during classes. bt the content we learnt are actually more interesting thn last year. ohh ohh and me bi and tong found out that miss koh is actually quite a good teacher, mayb nt a gd lecture-er bt definitly a good tutorial teacher ^^ quite lyk her teaching style (:

home sweet home ~

2011-11-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

back from malaysia finally ^^ ! went to genting, KL and melacca. hmmmm actually didnt do much cux there is always heavy traffic jam everwher anytime ! only played the indoor roller coaster in genting cux too foggy and raining so outdoor theme park is close ! wahhTT nth to play ~ everytime stay in the bus so sian. only play with nicki all the time. kip biao gu biao gu everyday ^^ ! bt just nw on the way home, she dun want to sit properly on the bus so her daddy and grandma kip beating her and she kip screaming and crying. so poorthing ! cried cux i cannot help her ! thn she shouted baio gu save me... my heart totally sank man ! haishh hate physical punishment ! well im that kind of person that nbr believes in physical punishment cux it only bring pains and warning to on person. it doesnt teach anything only threaten and destro one self estem .. totally cn see form my niece karis cux when she young her mum physically punish her so much she became so rebellious and seek attention form people.. haish she is only 7 yet she is soo cunning and cauious to people that is pains one to see her action. physical punishment just sucks and i hate it ! my dumb sis even blame my mum for coaxing nicki when her parents hit her till she cry. say her parents will coax her after beting her. fuck wad kind of logic is that ? she since young nbr kana hit before of cux she dun understand the feel of getting hit.... bt anyway really miss everyone in singapore, home is always the best place to be (:

LAME ...

2011-11-24T22:27:00.000+08:00

yeahh finally ymca had come to the end. went to the award ceremony and serious the best group manage to raise 170k ... siao eh ! we only raise 3 k sia ! less thn around 2% of theirs == haishh today freaking tired.. dunno if it is tired physically or psycologically. haishh fuck! you dun wan take 我也不屑给！妈的。。。heng ! wun let this small thing affect my holiday mood :PP haha gonna spend 3 days with my nicki ~ omg omg omg !!! love her to death im the vice president of her fan club my sis is president ! she is soooo cute !! hahahhas so tired nid to go slp ne le. nights girls ! today is the last day of sch for me. wana thank all the girls for always be there for me. love all of you soo much ! muacks !! hahaha cya soon (:

Dislike true or dare game! Tsk tsk tsk

2011-11-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

It's 11.28pm ~ dunno why but I'm sleeping later and later at night even on a school day. Insomnia. Am I getting old and dun nid so much sleep ??? Bt tongtong sop so much ! :/ haha if she knw this I'm gonna be dead x.x anyway todae just kind of relax ans suck a bit cux my mum screaming at me. Seriously my mum is strange! She cnt stand me just lying around the house all day reading a book ... Scold me until I buey tahan liao jiu ignore her and go play with my turtle and fishes. So cute lurh them ^^! find out something! If you wan your red fish to look vibrant red just use a red paper to cover the container of the fish O.O nw my fish look so colorful :))))))) just now was sitting in living room focusing on the physical homework like a obedient girl for mum to see~ just kiddin was trying to do the homework. I stare at the paper and the paper stare bac at me == totally no clue on how to solve the chim physical question. Die liao ! Lucky going to sch early tmr to meet angel to do it :)) um hmmmm so nervous nw 4more days to 24nov ... Really have to confess to mr tan cux of true or dare game.. Miao lurh restricted that I cn only choose dare! Damn nervous worst thn OP :( dream abt it a few nights liao all have bad ending deh leh. I scared liao cn dun do a nt huh ? At least nor do still cn remain as classmates at the moment lehh if he knw thn Siam me I will be Sooo sad ! Cry for Miao to see sobs TT siao liao 11.41 Liao go sleep le. Nitez awesomes <3

LOYALTY, FAMILY, FRIENDSHIP

2011-11-19T03:50:00.001+08:00

It is 3.33am now and im still W I D E awake :x kind of too excited to slp cux just finishing watching a super duper cute movie((: I think im really weird and strange these few days... dunno why very tense up and irritating and all sensitive. :/ 2011 is going to end round 1 months time. after this exciting year im gonna make some good changes!! 1st: No Procrastinating 2nd: Listen more to what people is talking.. Kind of realise that most of the time im not listening to what people is talking! this is bad, make me miss out so much things that is going on:( 3rd: Be loyal. Totally admit im an asshole at times.. i talk about people, mayb even friend.. ahem ahem particularly one.. kind of feel i betray a friend by doing so.... must change this. 4th: Fcking think before i talk. Frequently, usually, most of the time, i talk without thinking ! my mouth just work faster then my stupid brain.. haishhh nbr realise my words are so hurtful to people... super regretful of things that i have said this year. sorry to all awesome girls if i have sad something that had hurt you. 5th: Be true-full to myself and others. This is a super big secret because i know beside you girls nobody will read my blog so im saying it. All the time, mayb 90% of the time after a paper when i say its okay i mean im nt sure how i will do, if i look very confident after a paper, that's rubbish. im just trying to comfort myself only. hate to look weak or cry on front of ppl...
2011.. one of the best year i every live ! thnx to everyone^^

Im being bullied !

2011-11-13T23:56:00.001+08:00

Wahh cries T_T ! my sis bully me .... feel damn useless now ! although im older, fatter and taller then her yet she is so fierce ! everyday, everytime boss me around like im a maid :( how come she cannot be a cute little sister and call me onee-chan cutely everyday ?! she is like my imooto-sama ! argh >( cannot quarrel with her cux mum will say i bully her ... wtf what kind of logic is that ?? thats is fcking why i hate to stay at home. school is so much better ! although awesome girls and idk-ers will bully me bt they still treat me with respect!... forget it ! i will never win her anyway ! scold her is my fault, she scold me aso my fault becux i do things she dun like so deserve scold. haishhh fml manz..
freaking miss mrJ and friends during times like this. If only im a bird, i have totally freedom, dun nid to be bullied by anyone, no stress i can choose to live my own live in my own way... mayb i shouldnt complain so much. there is a saying that goes, when you complain you don't have shoe to wear, what about those who doesnt have foot to wear the shoe? I complain about my family but what about those poor children who are orphans who doesnt have any people to care for them ? life is precious. xian hui and miao dun understand why that day i said sorry to ants and stop miao from stepping on the ants. Ants are living thing, their lives are precious too, we couldnt and shouldnt end their life just becaurse we are stronger than them and when we are uncomfortable about their pressence we can just end their life. What if one day, you are the weak party and somebody doesnt like you and tried to end your life, what would you think ?
Life is precious so lets stop complaining about everything and live our life to the fullest with no regrets ^^ !

50+ DAYS TO PROMOTIONL EXAMINATION!

2011-07-31T21:41:00.001+08:00

KONICHIWA PPL :) finally my legs are not aching anymore luck gt daddy's medical plaster sia ^^ feel so bad nw cux these two days kip watching drama thn nbr reply the girls in msn :x sooo sryy !! hmmmm 24 episode left 4 more to go ^^ mummmy kip screaming at me to do homework, but dunno why i just hated whn ppl force me do someething .. so purposely talk back to her . haishh regreted now sia.. i must have hurt her whn talking back to her ... heng arh i still manage to do finish maths (first time im going to hand in on time), physics, gp, chem and pw ^^ ! feel so acomplished ! hahas ! dunno why lehh a bit miss justin .. hmmm mayb cux nw is 7th month burhh super scared of ghost TT ! hope everyone will be safe for this month ^^ ! okayys shall go to study liao bye people !
天若有情天亦老...

WILL RUN !

2011-07-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

Oh yeahh ! i completed13km if both me and miao nbr count wrongly lurhh ^^ heheh ~ well done miaomiao ! ahha she run 13km too lehhh so proud of her and tongtong also run 13km i think . bt nbm 13 very good liao we cn do better nxt year :)) OF CUX YES! OUR BEST GIRL RUNNER IS ANGEL ! damn zai sia . super woman ^^ haha although bibi today nbr run bt she work very hard to encourage us :D super cute lurh her voice ! cannot hear other ppl cheer except for her ^^ hahahs ! after that is the guys's race, all the guys are so awesome . ahem ahem all BUT herman tat gang . so slack if they nbr slack mayb ourclass can win the best guy running class . slackers == best male runner is nicholas, tongtong's beloved . opps if she see this will she kill me ? :x justin so funny, run halfway suddenly gone for so long, in the end he say he go shyt tats why take so long to run pass us ! thnx to miaomiao say he fall down or something scared me until i wan die alrdy ! stupid girl >< ! hahaa he lyk drench by sweat sia after the run . so sad nbr gt chance to take photo with him TT haishhh . hmmmmm siann dun have angel's blg to take post ffrom to say my emotions liao ~

2011-07-27T21:45:00.000+08:00

世界上最远的距离，是我站在你的面前，你却看不见我。

世界上最深的痛，是我心里有个你，你心里住的却不是我。

世界上最说不出的无奈，是想你到痛彻心脾，却不能说我爱你。

世界上最痛的伤，是爱到痴迷，却只能深埋心底。

-edited from angel's post

Haishh dnno why whn see this post , suddenly gt a lot of 感触. Sometime i feel justin is too good ... He is goo in sports, dance, english and today just got to knw he can rap as well . So perfect... haishhh mayb i shld be lyk angel ? let it all be a history ? ..

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2011-07-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

Hello peoples ^^ hahahs i super long never update m blog already :x lazy ~ haishh today take back maths lecture, still suck at it ! tried harder thn usual but still did really badly ~ dunno wher went wrong ~ complicated feelings .. part of me wanted to chiong home and do maths to find out wads wrong in the paper, part of me want to just tore the paper up and throw it aways, heck care about maths . but seriously i dun wanna fai maths . its is so freakingly important . IM JUST NOT A MATHS PERSON. congratuation to angel ! she did so well ^^ hmmmm hope i did okayy or my physic , since put in so much hard work in it . PLEASE DUN DISAPPOINT ME >< ! hmmmm if i can jump from U grade for chem to B grade during mid year mayb i can o so to for maths ? am i day dreaming ? haha i will not give up deh !! heehehhe gt a new pen from chermaine today so cute ! use it to do econs lecture test today hope i can make it . anyway didnt study so if gt more thn 10 i happy liao ^^

Project Work ~

2011-07-01T16:41:00.000+08:00

good evening people! hahhs angel and miao have been complaining that i did not update my blog for too long and it is fill with spelling and grammar errors in the post >< ! shall make and effort to check the spellings in this post ^^ june holiday has officially ended and we have gotten all our mid year examination marks . really disappointed on the grade but kind of expected it since i never put in the efort to study . parent meeting session on 15 july:x wonder wad my mum will say ... kind of happy this week as i manage to do and complete most of the homework ^^ ! yeahhh left pjc maths paper and pw only .. ohh and ymca online journal . bt i cant log in ! 29k sia how to raise this amount of money ? >< howwww ??? miao lurh nbr pick up the phone .. stayed back in ch to do homework with tongtong . she went to locker and nt bac yet . is she lost ?? this is reasonable hor cux just now we kana trap in the study block whn go toilet . super suay ~ ohh tongtong is bac ^^ hahahs so tired ...borke my specs and water bottle this two days :( dunno how to tell mummy abt it . she cfm will kill me dehh sia ... but today still very happy ^^ did practical for physic so fun ! bt the water so dangerous .... plus i found my lost mail hooray !! <33 love singpost ! pw went okay today . everyone is given a job to do . me and jethro swapped our role: i do strategy he do case study ? i forgt le ... anway kind of looking forward to our pilot test ^^ ! kay cya ppl ~

IM CHARRED ~

2011-06-15T00:27:00.000+08:00

Ouch ! my face hurts like hell >< i'm so dumb sia , seriously .. i spent money to buy the sunscreen but i never put now thn scream pain TT ! Reall have fun today ~ spent quite a lot of money but its okayy ^^ hahas ! actually we didnt eat much of the tibits. Most of the time spent playing ^^ Around 11am, i meetup with bin to buy yao's cake. Had a hard time deciding on which cake to buy-- bought cookie & cream cake in the end . Then ltr went to vivo and set up the cake . hahas super funny my ad bin is lyk hiding behind the trees so that yao will not ee us lurhh :) bin help me tie braids ^^ thnx <3 ahd super fail me and bin both of us dunno how us lighter == ! any we nbr light the cake cux a person canot blow candle twice. and most of the cake is thrown away cux melt till very disgusting liao . bt tast nice ^^ ! after that we tired to play volleyball but sad to say cux we are too lucky at it most of the time the ball just cross to one side thn jiu end liao * fainted* haha thn huien wn to tie scopion braid so bin helpped her tie while the rest of us played monopoly deal ! yes my fav game manz ^^ hahahs ! but cal win both of the game sia !! tsk tsk tsk tsk ! hehehehs . thn we just went into the sea to play . so tired ~ ya and huien clinged on me . carried them around tires me sia . taught them how to swim too , but nt very sucessful >< ! wanted to swim with them again :D played for a few hours thn went up to bath . So proud of myself sia i actually bathe in the open showers . hahas ~ thn thn all of us went back to vivo to have dinner at mussed guys i think . thn went home alrdy . too tired to hang out liao . So tired now >< ! my flu come bac sia ..... okayyy nights people <33 will be posting photo soon . ^^

2011-06-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

REALLY HAVE FUN TODAY ^^ went out with bin, huien and yao today ~ hahah spent a lot of money that i shouldnt have lor . haha took neoprint ad stuff ! saw lots of rilakumma things lehh bt so expensive >< ! haishhh everyday go out so broke liao sia . tmr still nid go out lehh bt i bo lui le . so pathetic TT dunno why i really really missing someone that i shloudnt at all miss . wads wrong with me man ? two more weeks of holiday i must gt some homework done ! okayy nid to go off le ~

it is 2.33 am now ~

2011-06-09T02:45:00.001+08:00

think im crazy a everyday so late still havnt sleep ... dun feel like updating my blog cause like no people read deh lehh . went out with tongtong todae , wait for her for an hour plus burhh . wait till i wan cry liao tot she fly me pigeon then not coming le . lucky there gt public phone thn i called miao to check my phone see got tongtong deh msg not .. if nt i will confirm cry one . wher is my tongtong ? hahahs saw huein deh bag in bugis freakingly wanted to gt it bt cannot find a reason for me to purchase it .. sadd to max haishhhh .. bo biannn arhhh .... ths few days nbr do homework cux keep going out lucky todae went out to mug at least gt do my tutorials . happy love graphs although hard and time consuming after that went to miao hse take phone soo glad to see it agn . cnrt live without it sia thn miao for keeping my phone . dunno why whn think of justin will think of junwei why they two have same name arhh ???? nbm go sleep nia nitex

Late at night ~

2011-06-06T00:29:00.001+08:00

Currently is 21minutes pass midnight . Just finished my EOM ^^ ! happy ~Finally did a meaningful thing after slacking for so many days . Haish totally screw up my mid years >< ! freakingly stuck with 8.75 point now == .. Don't know why but feel quite motivated to work hard after watching the drama ( thats why im doing project work at 10pm plus ) think im kind of crazy ... going to miao miao house this morning . look forward to it ^^ hahahs ~ not sure is i'm too sensitive or wad , i find myself very irritating recently .. haishhh hope the girls don't mind sia . saturday went out with tongtong ! heheh went all out with my money . bought bin's present and some clothes :) promise to go back with bugis with tongtong to get her ba and my denim shirt ! feel so sad that i didnt buy it TT ! Came home exceptionally that day as im broke ans continuing to shop at bugis will definitly drive me insane. Ting ting was at my house and me and tongtong played with her . Ting ting keep wear tongtong's shoe and walk around the living room laugh till my stomach pain sia . She is soooo cute !!! ! love her to the max !!! hahhas ~ kind of miss partick :x Going to start with physic homework tomorrow !

Just another day ~

2011-05-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

Really lazy recently to update my blog already . Haishhh ~ got back physic paper today- screwed up . made careless mistakes here and there . don't know how to tell mum about it . feel that i've wasted her tuition money... did better than the previous lecture test ( 3.5/30) to (24/66) but it still sucky .. maybe i was a bit too slack . really think that i should put in more hardwork now . jiayous girls ^^ ! anyway no point crying over spilled milk ! im going to workhard during holiday and buck up with my phsyic and maths :)) gp too ! will blog wth better english now . everyone's mood is really down today because of the phsyic .. feel like going on a shopping trip to cheer myself up .. okayy i admit i am very bad with money controlling and not spenthrift at all :/ but my want list is so long so since holiday is coming wanted to get myself something :x if anybody know where have navy boyfriend tee please tell me immediately as im dying to have it ! it is 11.16 pm now ~ hav'nt finish my EOM yet shall end here and continue with it . Bye people ~

mahjong!

2011-05-24T20:40:00.000+08:00

super shuang this 3 days dun nid go sch ^^ ! hahaha but nid do so many survey and project work. sch end super early tody so me miao bibi justin and nicolas went to kovan to have breakfast ! hahaha bibi super cute force her eat finish her hotcae she kip hiding lyk a small baby :) afther that went to popular as bibi wan buy martrials to help mum make card so swt of her ! make miao angryy halfway . sryyy i dun mean to laugh at you dehh >< ! after tat they came to my hse to pay mahjong ! so long nbr play alrdy super gien sia ^^ hahahha cux justin here so nbr scold vulgurities at all ! im so poor of myself bt anyway my lady like image all gone alrdy . ~ haishh bt its enough todae see his face until i shuang alrdy :DDDDDDD love him ttm ^^

fck off !

2011-05-22T23:23:00.001+08:00

damn piss with my sis nw . she fcking treat me like some dog . everyday boss me around lyk im maid ask me do this do that give me black face as if i owe her money . and this stupid girl call me by my full name . its a luxury when she even call my full name always call me ehh or oii only . kip asking me do things for her ask me help me do something will diao me and give me face lyk asking her eat shit like tat . hello i only ask you help me take things only . totally fail as a sister wher is the respect i shld have ???? and miao ask me why so vulgur . nt bin or bibi teach one i learn cux my sis use it to scold me . lyk evevryday i kip hearing her scold me with vulgurities how to nt gt influence ??? knw im being asshole here by saying my sis. so dun read it people if you dun like my post its alrite .

4 DOWN 1 MORE TO GO

2011-05-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

finally mid year is going to end ~ phewwwww :) tok 5 test . Gp nt sure will pass a not, econs got high chance ^^ ahahahs hmmm physic not very sure .. maths cfm fail didnt even do enough qn to pass :/ haishh hope i can get an S grade manxx ! after physic test the girls came to my hse to study for maths . played with kelly all of us tried to coax her to let us carry her bt sad to say all fail ! she is so hard to cheat lurhh omg ! and miao miao stripped herself in my hse .. flasher ... obscene girll ! tsk tsk tsk ~ after phsyic thn went to nex . miaomiao have to go very fast cux of tuition ! hope she nbr kana K by her teacher :) so me tongtong and angel went to eat at ajisan ~ bo lui liaoo ~~ walked around nex after dinner found a rilakuma shop ! damn lot of hello kitty ♥ ♥ ♥ and of cux rilakuma ^^ after that agel left for home . left me and tongtong continue to shop around nex . spent a hour searching for sasa . haha tongtong super funny she cannot decide on wad mask to buy . after tat i went to gurdian to gt seomthing thn headed home . not going to study tonite ^^ hahaha going to put mask and pamper myself for today !! hehehe tmr stil nid go for ymca workshop :( okayy shall go nw . byebye ^^

thought my feelings for you have diminished bt
just now accidentally say the photo we took tgt .
mied feeling ; cannot be explained

2011-05-14T17:45:00.000+08:00

yahhoooo ~ bin just wet home >< really she bu de her to go home .. longest time in my life i nbr see her for so long ! really miss yao too ! bin say she kip seeing yao ! jealous ~~~~~~~~~~~~ i wan b milton ^^ hahahssss . friday went to bi hse ~ kind of make a mess of her hse :x ate so many junk food and played piano . i want learn how to play piano !!!!!!!!!!! bibi be my shifu ~ MYE is ust a round the corner and im nt making any imrpovement haishh ... hope i can make it ! angel and miao lyk angry with me cux i nbr reply in msn ...shytt .... dun angry girls ! plsss im sryy >< !

AT MIAO HSE NW ~

2011-05-07T17:07:00.000+08:00

Currently at miaomiao hse nw ^^ angel tongtong and of cux miao is with me nowww . everyone is studying nw bt im slacking .. haishhhh ~ very tired noww siaa >< first time in my life im studying for mid yearss ! hahahs yeahh yeahhhhh dun shock ~ angel so firece siaa ! tsk tsk tskk ~~ hahahs did pw ytdd ~ hahah went to miaomiao hse do ! gt justin they joke he say super funny so cute sia :)) bt he left so early siaaa siann half whn he left . pw nt done yet how arhhh ? ???? sure cui liao . okayy shall go study liao ! having dinner at miao hse ~ thnx miaomiao mum !

2011-05-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

hahas me and my sis zi-lianing ~ >< ! okayy done with my physic assignment and redo the paper as correction . cannot believe it bt i actually cn do 22 marks of qn ... dk the answer correct a nt nid wait for tmr to knw . if they are right then idk wad to say ! i wil hate myself for nt trying it during the test sia ! whyy !! same timing and same paper bt why i can do it better at home ?? TT wana celebrate miss ng bdae tmr ! she is only 19 so young ^^ hahahs !! today is hwee jun bdae !! happy birthday ~ bt she shld bt nbr see dao hahas :x okayy going to do pw liao byee ~

2011-05-02T21:35:00.001+08:00

HELLO ! hahas have been really lazy to update my blog recently ~ :x really sleepy now ! initially wanted to wakeup early in the morning to go for a jog . YEAH A JOG dun be surprise okay ? bt in the end didnt manage to wake up anyway ~ im a lazy pig >< kind of becux drink one and a half glass of wine ytd nite :x ! haha i bet there aint many ppl tat had nt drink any alcohol before they turn 18. done most of the homework today alrdy .. opps left chem havn do yet . going to do it ltr ^^ i must work hard for MYE ^^ nt going to give up my uni dream ! hahah i nbr forgt my bet with miao and angel ! im going to confess to tin tin IF i gt into top ten in our clas bt its quite impossible lurhh so ppl dun have high hopes for it . hahas miss yao bin and huien.. okayy tats it for today will post photo tmr .

hectic week

2011-04-29T21:28:00.000+08:00

YEAHHHH ITS FRIDAY FRIDAY ~ finally the super busy week has come to an end (: have nbr felt so tired in my life before . This week is full of testes : maths lecture, econs lecture physic lectureand gp lecture . Sadly to announce tht i done very badly for all 4 of them .. really sadd abt it bt dun worry im nt gonnay give up ! since i choose to go jc im nt going to give up whn i fail my test ! jiayoussss to me and everyone else ^^ Happy birthdday tongtong ^^ today is tong tng bdae hope she really enjoy it ! hahahhs submited the fnal draft of PI today ad to reprint one of the page because i forgt to include the conclusion >< ! i becoming sotong alrdy :( after sch went with mummy to go see skin care doctor . haishh i will have pimple if i stops the medication siannn ~ as exected the medic is really expensive no choice have to sacrifice a bit if wa good skin ^^ thanx mummy and daddy ~ haha they are more concern abt my skin thn i do <33 was really happy yesterday as i got to know something !! JUSTIN HAS NEVER EVER HAS A GIRLFRIEND BEFORE ! hahahs ^^ he is so cute during the gp presentation also ! awesomeee ~~ soo kawaii ~~ hhahs ! tmr still gt circular motion leture im ging to bathe and prepare for it ! cya ppl ^^

IM OOVOOING !

2011-04-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

haha currently oovvooing with binbin ~ haha miss her a lot ^^ saw ah bee todae she cannot recognise me ! i tink im too fat alrdy !! >< ! must slim down ^^ today cui for maths ~~ aiyo must jiayouss jiayouss !!! cannot give up ! ltr going to econs ~ hahahs slack until 10 thn do :)) saw justin tday somehow dunno how why, i lyk nt really attracted to justin today :/ weridd ~~ okayy short post realy short one ! haha bin showed me the video of strangers again hope bin and jk will last forver !

2011-04-24T11:35:00.000+08:00

I'm dead ! its Sunday 11.27 now . i left wth another 12hrs to my maths test and i have strt any revision yet ! good luck to myself >< !still stuck with pw currently ~ any kind soul can tell me the POSITIVE economy impact of race riot ? i knw it is quite ridiculous ... omg if i dun gt it done can forgt abt revising maths ! texting huien while doing pw now ... she lyk so freee one .. haishhhh dunno if i hae made the right choice by going to jc ... ytd did food rationing at hugang area .. this monring mum showed me the newspaper report of it . hahha saw weilun in the photo . joleen nt in it . Beside the part tat no food is given , the whole cip is quite fun ^^ ! hahas was a bit scared to knock on the door since some of the door have paint on them = owe loan shark money and nbr pay ! poor people ! loan sharkks shld just die ! after that went to have dinner with miao again right after we finish the bento "lunch" set ~ omg im growing fat !! hahah ate roti prata ! tsk tsk tskk must strt excerising to slim down alrdy ! okayy cher here liao go tution le byee !

OMG AWESOME !

2011-04-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

hahas today is kind of a good and bad day ^^ ! going to fail chem again mayb gt 3/25 ? hahas same old same old .. really bad at chem . dun gt things tat cannot be seen ~ you cannot see an atom murhh so hard to imagine lo >< ! nbm nbm will try hard nxt time ! thanks awesome girls for cheering me up ! you all are the best <33 Hhahhas enough of bad news ~ now time for super duper good news !! ^^ i pass my econs test ~ and congratz tong tong gt 1st !! wooohoo ! ahhaha cannot believe im soo soo soo lucky to pass it ^^ well done tong tong and good job angeline ! you have improve a lot ! :D Another super good news is that almost all the girls pass their 2.4 ! yeahhh ^^ dun nid retake le ! haha im super happy especially since my first time i take and pass 2.4 eventhough im nt in top condition :) nid thnx jethro and some guys tat cheer for us to ^^ thnx ~ thn thn th have pw at 7 plus ~ omg can you imagine pw is lyk buying food ? nid to queue for your turn one ! hahahs bt its fun anyway ! OKAYY GOING TO SAY THIS REALLY COOL AND SUPER 花痴thing : JUSTIN IS SO COOL ! he did break dance during pw consultation . super cool sia ^^ damn cute and shuai ! haha wei ye nt bad also can do back flip ! angel also say he super cute during chinese presentation ! although language very lousy ! bt nbm jiayous tin tin ^^ okayy tats all shall go sleep now ^^

2011-04-19T21:55:00.000+08:00

All my life I've been good but now,

I'm thinking 'What the hell'

All I want is to mess around,

and I don't really care about

If you love me, if you hate me,

you can't save me, baby, baby

All my life I've been good but now,

whoa 'What the hell'

Hahahsh like this song ! so carefree ^^ ! if only im a bird or a fish can swim and fly in the broad ocean and sky ^^ how nice rite ?

Todae is and awesome day bt with a bit of imperfection :/ didnt manage to see him running today ><

Its so hard to put you down ! wth is wrong with me ?

Todae bibi kip gl me :(

she arhhh ! gettng more and more naughty !

went to popular for 10 mins and spent 10 plus dollar ==

dunno why bt my money lyk poof ! and its gone .. !

i wan save moneyy someone help !

doing econs outline now ..very hard sia !

reall no incentive to study . im wasting my precious time . shytt !

2011-04-18T18:57:00.002+08:00

Love this song max ^^ represent my feelings for now ... How i hope something tht is same as the lyrics could happen to me >< im a weakling in relationship ... in the end i choose to redraw.. im afraid one day i'll see you hold the hands of my friend and walking in front of me ! i hate tat kind of feeling .... The game is always fun in the beginning, bt as feelings for you grew stronger, im afraid ... im scared ! i bet with miao $10 and im sure i will win it . $10 is a bit for comfort for myself ? stupid me ... its worst when bibi say " thn i can talk to justin now le lurh ?" she sound so happily .. hearing that my heart gt stung ... forgt it just as foor said, 2 years of jc is very short .. cant possibly take this short 2 years as a game and play .. i cannot affolrd that . stoping earlier its better thn its too late rite ^^ ...

Going to do MI ltr .. happy bdae huien ^^

OMG ! MYE IS HERE ~

2011-04-17T20:17:00.000+08:00

chiong-ing pw now ><

running out of ideas already..

everyday cop at home, no innovation in my brain sia ...

need find sometime go out walk walk find some ideas :/

currently my hse is super lively cux my super kawaii niece is here :))

haha she arh, near kill my terapin by throwing it man !

she is sooo cute rite ^^ love her max max !

again kind of wasted my weekend away, after friday have been sleeping most of the time..

dun call me a pig !

thursday gt chem test .. hope i dun fail it !

jiayous everyone !! ^^

Thank bibi <3 you are my source of working hard :))

2011-04-16T03:58:00.000+08:00

Its 3.49am and im still awake ! surprise ?? currently camping at miaomiao hse ^^ first time i spent a night out at friend's hse ! just went to eat roti prata with miao and wai hong. super nice ^^ slept for almost two hours ~ i totally miss my bed TT! so tired now bt cannot sleep .... torture >< haishhh friday is okay lurhhh . quite boring .... nth to blog abt shall end here . byees ~

2011-04-13T22:26:00.000+08:00

haha was looking at this photo for Nth times nw already . still nt realy sure i lyk mr patrick a nt :/ mayb its a crush, something interesting to keep me going in jc life ~ its totally boring, tiring and stressful ! thnx for being by me all this while my dear wifes ^^ cux of you all i can kip trying hard for jc ! thank you and i love you ^^ hahahs ~ <33 really tired nw ! dun understand why ccc always drag till so late dehh ... feel kind of useless man ! although im the IC bt is all the group member doing the work ? you all are awesome ^^ ! joleen and wai hong potential leaders of ccc. seee hope in them ! ^^ alright shall go do ymca le ! byes ppl ^^

2011-04-12T21:43:00.001+08:00

omggg time flys ! so fast left 4 week to MYE . totally scarry rite ? haishhhh hope i can make it ! ^^ today's lesson is really ong, cannot tahan . pe is worst man ! everyone damn nua all butt stick on the floor one .... the guys have their napfa today ~ patrick is soo awesome and cute and adorable and totally the best in the world ! *thumbs up* hahahs ((: thusday is girl's turn .. hmmm haha shall try my best ! aim for gold ? a bit nt poosible >< tmr GP TEST ! HATE IT HATE IT TILL MAX .. english always my worst subject .. cannot score for it ! just simply cannot understand abt grammar, tenses and sentence structure :(( havn finish my homework yet .. siannn ~ kip reading my fav bk ! waited for mr patrick at the bus stop with miao and angel today . haha missed 9 bus ?? bt still nbr see them in the end TT ! TAKE CARE MIAO ! dun fall sick !

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Am i so insignificant ?

2011-04-11T19:48:00.000+08:00

ironically, im feeling happy and sad at the same time now ! thats ridiculous rite ? kana fl pigeon by huien on saturday, bt im going out with bin ^^ hope she dun fly my pigeon too ! pls pls pls dun fly y pigeon nt even you ~ TT gt full marks for physic pop quiz, quite surprise ! lucky me ^^ wonder i will pass econ luckily a nt :/ hmmm bibi nt on9, is she sleeping or doing pw ?? rdm ~ nt much to post abt today ! shall go alrdy ^^

我真的存在著我一直存在著　和你一起的照片仍在我的手機上貼著

愛會永遠永遠你說的　離開我的時候卻沒捨不得

我真的存在著我一直存在著　不管是瘋的氣的我受著我緊緊手握著
傻傻的陪著守著證明你值得　但我會笑著因為一切都值得

Im afraid ...

2011-04-10T12:35:00.000+08:00

Really tired now ... sleep very late lst night ... i think im crazy ... woke up at 3am to do pw ???? At least im done with physic homwork, pw done soon ! left econs ... im dead sure cannot make it by tmr dehh ... my head like blur blur alrdy >< ! haishhh everyone very sensitive nw.... bibi am i too irritating to you ? TT ! so tired dun feel lyk thinking of anything now ...

SR OLYMPIC ! DRACO ~

2011-04-08T23:11:00.002+08:00

FIRST OF ALL -- CONGRATX TO ALL THAT GOT A & B FOR THEIR PW !
G double O, B-J-O-B
GOOD JOB ! GOOD JOB !

hahahs today sr olympic damn fun ! hahaha have fun taking photos and watching all the events witht eh class :)) im sooo shot compared to those tall guys :( have to tiptoe or make them bent down .... >< !
got sunburnt ! very saddd TT .... cca was nt as bad today cux gt huiyi and miao pei me ^^ slack slack !! haha ! always feel more safe and happy whn gt friends around me ^^ love all my friends !as usually ~ gary is totally weird today ... dun wan talk abt her alrdy ! miss bin ! hope can see her soon :DD 4 more week to mid year ! jiayous everyone ^^ . hahah below are my favourite photos of the day ! all credited to cheryl's iphone and cheryl hahahs ^^

HATE CCC ! LOUSY LEADING SKILLS !

2011-04-07T23:21:00.000+08:00

DMAN IT MAN ! WHAT KIND OF SHIT CCA IS THIS ? ALL EXCO EYE COCK ONE IS IT ? CHOOSE PEOPLE WITH LOUSY LEADING SKILL ! super irritated by them ..... feel lyk changing cca bt miao is doing well in CCC ask her to change with me very unfair to her :( haishhhh ..... xian hui if you see this ! see i gt ties tat i emo one hor ^^ ! hahhas enough of that ~ todae sch is veryy awkward ! i fail my maths ! VERY BADLY -- LAST IN THE CLASS ! bt miao miao is more emo thn me ... how ironic :/ the tension againt gary is increasing the class . may god bless you gary .... hehehe starfish very funny today ! so cute ^^ omg xh kip saying i keep looking at guys ... bt i only look at one TT ! angline also gt lo .... hahhahs tmr sports day ! although nt participating any event bt still very excited abt out ! should i buy MC and skip it ? idkk ~~ hahas okayy im ging sleep alrdy nitex darlings ~

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

to my dearest angeline wifey : you are amazing just the way you are ^^

HATE CCA !

2011-04-06T21:15:00.000+08:00

SIANNNZ ! HAVE CCA ON FRIDAY ! WHY EVERYONE DUN NEED BUT CCC NEED TO HAVE CCA ON FRIDAY ?!!!!! i have NO PASSION to serve the environment ! please switchme to some other group == ! damn tired ... jus came home from sch nt long ago ! thanx bibi's dad for driving me home ! you are so kind ^^ school work is so busy tat kept away from thinking of mr starfish ! kind of good ^^ miss liu wan all the girl to do an excellence job for pw cu we will be seperated for the pw grouping ! haishhhh totally sad ! waiting for mac delievery .... have been years since the last time i ate after 9 ...... growing at in process ~
JIAYOUS GIRLS !

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing
You would come back through my door, ooh
Why did you have to go? You could've let me know
So now I'm all alone

Baby, I will wait for you
'Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby, I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you

IM BLIND FOR THE DAY !

2011-04-05T22:29:00.001+08:00

SO TIREDD ... my soul coming out of my mouth already ! mid year exam is coming nearer, bt im nt confident abt it at all ! haishhh ... nbr wear contacts or specs today, kind of blind for the day :/ eyes are really tired ..... omg whn is my specs coming ??? !!! hate cca meeting ! becu of it miss the part tat i have been waiting fo the whole day .... bt kind of glad too ... will feel sad if i saw patrick all wet bt still runnning ! so poor thing ! track and field team jiayous ! im going to sleeep ! too tired ! byes ppl (:

althought i had already knew wad is the answer,
but it still hurts whn you said it .....
how i wish im born beautiful .
shld take the advise of nt liking you ? ... idkk

2011-04-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

ARGGHHH IM DEAD ! .X STUCK AT SUMMATION QUESTION 5 SOMEONE SAVE ME PLEASE ? cannot do ....... haishhhhh ~ slacking a bit so tired ! shagg sia .. gt pe always ver tired one :/ okay i better go bac try again ! dun wan be the last in the class >< ! sian sian sian sian~

love is a promise that i have nt give .

EEEE idk which !

2011-04-04T19:00:00.000+08:00

Just came back from hougang mall nt long ago, going vomit blood already ! damn sis teach you still scold me . fuckkk herr ! haishhhhh keep kana tease by the girls abt patrick.. shyy .... yeahhh tmr is tuesday ^^ heheh ! hmmm idk which pair of shoes to buy sia ! nt much money ~ blue or black ??? have to save money liao, cut down on my mealsss ! todae's pe lesson is fun ^^ quite happy with my timing :)) hahahs hope my napfa can do well too ! friday sr olympic ! yesss no cca ! honestly i dun have the passion to serve anymore ~ and my stupid youtube still nt working .... haishhh okayy shall end here and do summation !jiayous everyone for MYE :DDD

saranghae ~

LACK OF SLEEP -.-

2011-04-03T15:55:00.000+08:00

woke uppp super early in the morning eventhought slept very late last nite :( ya like what miao said- ITS A MIRACLE ! honestly i cannot believe it myself either, dunno how long i never sleep so late before le TT sleeping less than 8 hours a day will kill me mannn ~ ohhh can smeone teach me how to change the setting of my pps ? i cannot read the words >< my shoes all cui liao i want buy new shoeee ~~ hehe cannot wait for my clothes to arrive ( mid yead date dun come so soon) . so hard to get myself into study mood ... haishh ~ wahlaoo youtube work lehh !

~~~

IM GOING BLIND !

2011-04-02T23:39:00.000+08:00

arghhhhhh ! damn it ! hate contacts ! okayyy i admit i lyk to wear contacts cux its convenient and nice, but always feel uncomfortable wearing it hence had nbr wear it consecutively before . And wearing it without eyey drop is totally hell ! so dry and painful >( dunno how ppl stand wearing it for hours and for so many years ... Wearing it for two days my eye lyk lack of oxygen so itchy and dryy TT specs gone for the whole week= wear contact for whole week ! i swear im going to go blind :( Todae study in sch nt very productive, nt wearing spec cannot focus. even the words are lyk nt very clear ... guess i nbr wash the contacts properly . getting daily contatcs hope it will be better ~ Leave sch early today, felt guilty tat left yy there ..... haishh im so bad .....

I wanna be beautiful just for you ....

2011-04-01T19:53:00.002+08:00

Updating my blog again ! detetermine to have a longer post today ^^ Contacts is making my eyes painfu and tired ~ not sure of not putting on eyedrop while wearing :/ today is kind of fun but a awkward aura kip lingering around the girls ... really wonder wad happen ... yingying like very sad today.... hope she can tell us sooner wad hapen and dun hide in herself . okayy reallly sad to say bt my physic really cannot make it ! im deaddddddd !! eeeeeee i must work hardder ! Gp team up with weiye and jeremy again ^^ this time plus weiquan ! haha white list for project work member ! yeahh look forward to working tgt with them ((: Found out tht i nid motivation to do everything , even whn running if miaomiao nbr run with me i dun have the incentive to run my best :X This is totally bad ! cannot live without you all ! FEEL SO GUILTY ALL OF A SUDDEN ! wad kidding with jethro whn i say he gt a big mouth ... dun really mean it bt he take it to heart ... feel so guilty ! haishh words thta you say cannot take bac .... alrite time to go study ! bye people <33

I'm willing to
be the one
and the angel that you love
with open arms
I'll always be there

You must believe
That you and me
Will end up living happily
In our own fairytale story ...

2011-03-31T22:16:00.000+08:00

Feel so tired ... jc is so stress ... no chance to slack ... Today is kind of interesting, have a very long chat with bibi, melvin and zhuyao . So glad im still alive after it ! Omg zhuyao is totally nt my channel one ! Cannot figure out wad is in his brain >< ! hehhe gt to see a more talkative side of melvin ^^ hhahahahshas hope zhuyao dun feel too sad after how is shooot him :x ~

hahshhs you are so cute,
provide me with energy to continue jc life :)

2011-03-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

2nd post ! Kind of addicted to blogging :) totally being influnce by miaomiao :x Gp test today- FAIL SURE CANNOT MAKE IT ! howwww ? english tooo weak ! Tuition is quite productive today ! yeahhh ~ can do apgp qn ... yesss im slowwww in learning ~ haha at least gt progression ! Hope tmr can be a better day !

Hate to see you gt hurt ...
wanted to protect you, yet there is nth i gt do ....

no chance ; no hope.

2011-03-30T20:06:00.000+08:00

So siannn another wednesday that have cca . Really dun have much passion to serve the community after 4 years of doing do >< 8 plus already bt cher have come for tuition yet dunno wad time will end .... One ore homework to go ! mathsss i must try to conquer you if nt sure retain this yearrr * determine to work hard*
why do you have so much to hide form us ?

2011-03-29T20:42:00.001+08:00

Reopening this dead blog again by the request of miaomiao-wuuuu ~ jc is really stress but definitely fun ! Life have become more complicated as i grow up ... everyone is working so hard, yet i just cant seem to find the motivation to sit down and study >< haishhhh ~

why i always fail to notice you ?

2010-08-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

达成目标，在于他想不想努力，而不是他能不能办到。未来就在我手里，前面的路是暗是明，只有我能决定！

2010-08-06T19:41:00.000+08:00

It has been ages before since i last updated my blog (: NDP celebration today was fun even though i dun have bin and gang's company for almost the whole school time . Bernard is defintely a good company ^^ Currently quite obssess with zhang yun jing ? There is no reson i guess .... Of cause its not like whate yao said . Yao had dream of marrying luo zhi xiang but i did not . i just think that she is special from other female singer, not girly and bitchy=X, different style from other female singer . Jiang ming juan is also a good singer (: hahas i will not become a lesbian dun worry girls ^^ I support anyone that is special ^^ !!! Hahahs really have fun today playing mahjong with huien floor and peixian . Peixian is really a cool person ! very open in a good way ((: Hope bin could company me go imm on monday . IM BROKE BUT I STILL WANT GO OUT WITH BIN . MISS SPENDING TIME WITH HER TT

2010-06-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

SWIMMING !!!! YEAHH !! NEW MAKEUP ! haha currently a bit obsess wid collecting makeup . new hobby i guess (: whn young collect pencil, dne pen, den nail polish den colthes, movie ticket, shoes, makeup . o.o i lyk to collect stuff =PP okayy finally manage to get most of fwren's b'dae present ^^ . Sad things is there is a big hole in my pocket TT nbm shall make it my last last shopping of the year b4 olvl !

2010-06-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

Konichiwa (: super tired, went to swim with sis, bin and jiaxuan . They swim backstoke so gracefully !! Went to play badminton wis aihua and fween. damn tired nw .

2010-06-07T18:51:00.000+08:00

hahhas second post of the day ! onli have a short time to use com so came to blog (: today went shopping wid bin . she wears so formal and nice of cux ^^ first went to make a new bank acc for me ! yeahh i finally gt a new atm card ! hoho denn go to vivo and shopp for bin clothes . hahas todae i gave lots of opinion to her im useful ! bought a necklace spare parts and make a necklace for sis, one real leather wallet for yao and popular stuff . didnt gt chance to buy things for myself TT sobbs ! i mux save more money !! okay have to do ibanking thing le . byess

2010-06-07T10:13:00.002+08:00

aiyo !! really nbr update my blog lately ! should i close it alrdy ?? so hard to decide sia TT ! siann gt so many homework how to finish ?? ohh shoot nid go bathe le . ltr gogin shopping wid binbinbinbin <3

2010-05-31T21:58:00.000+08:00

happy bithday junwei ! although im sure he wont see it but just wanted to wish him so . prelim are just around the corner and im getting afraid ... will i meet my own expectation ? i dunno and im scared ... went to bugis area wid mum and sis today . unexpectingly saw weijie dere . he sllok lyk a salesman == ! tot tat something is wrong wid my eyes whn i saw him :X hahahahs shall go tmr . hope cheryl's illness can b cured soon .

2010-05-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

I dont know how other ppl feel . but it really hurts when a fwren of yours backstabb you and told your bestfwren tat you told a lie whn its nt true . Mayb you didnt do it on purpose . if only you would have ask .... wad i wrote is not secret . doesnt want open my blog until nw cux my post are just nt proper, cannot be qd enough to show ppl ..... Haishh .....

2010-05-24T16:36:00.002+08:00

arghh !! angry ! canot believe i was accused for something tat i didnt do . Pls use your brain ! if i wan scold you i would have open my blog for ppl to see . why shld i protect you ? i hav always open my blog to scold you lor == feel angry wid myself for being angry at such stupid matters ...... and so waht if i lie to you ? lyk fcking you nbr lie to me b4 arh ? >(

2010-05-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

blahh blahh blahh ~~
sis told me tat one of her fwren after make up look veri different frm her real person .
went to see her photo and it is suer different !
went to see my photo, with and without make up on
i look veri different too ....
hahha doesnt matter actually . how dun lyk to look pretty ?

2010-05-20T17:13:00.002+08:00

IM MOVING TO KENYA !!!
hahas im going to paint myself black and take a spear to hunt :D
kidding kidding ~
sort of screw up my maths test .. CRY !
2 more weeks to go for my baobei to arrive ^^

2010-05-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

Somehow kind of enjoy "talking to myself" everyday (:
Omg ... im dead... i mayde bin angry >< !! i said something tat shlnt say . SORRY BIN !! forgive me pls .
haishhh feel so bad and guilty .....
Today is nt a qd day, screw up my physic spa super badly, pe didnt do anything at all . so useless, recess play ball be monkey also nid take veri long denn manage to take the ball :( make bin sad also ....
arghhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-17T19:11:00.000+08:00

Wahhh !! im officially broke . have to save up money for yao's present and my shopping trip ^^ . haish veri sadd !! ben lai can go watch free dehh shriek movie wid bin bin dehh TT but mummy dun allow me go out at night . and plus daddy mayb want go malaysia . nt bad lurhh cux gt chance goo shopping ~~ ohh noo im addicted to shopping and spending money =X just spend 20.45 on my elf stuff . 3 products nid 20 plus TT bt i think is worth lurhh (:
Felt bad tat i lied to yao yao tat i close my blog becux i didnt update my blog . didnt knw she gt my password :( sryy yao yao -wuu ... tmr gt spa test ... im dead !! veri nervous . this tym band nt playing any music for us to hear le ... howww >< !

2010-05-14T22:02:00.000+08:00

hahas its great that no ones bother about my blog anymore (:
29TH MAY ! shall go shopping ^^ !!
the results for chinese test is really not satisfying for me . lost to yao by 0.3 .... lost to hien by 0.5 for the compo . shldnt make mistakes and lost to them at all . must work hard and regain my top few place for mother tongue again ! its scary to find myself so ambitious ? arent i suppose to be a baby tat bernerd always think i am ? idk ..... i just dun wan to be running behind ppl . i lyk to walk in front, be ahead of ppl ... i lyk the feeling of winning .
todae during pe lesson, tat baka junwei gt veri absorb in the soccer game . Suddenly he fall ! omg nearly stop breathing whn i saw him fall !!!!!!! before he stands up was wondering if i shld go ask if he is alrite . bt my cowardy won, i walk away after he mange to stand up . i feel guilty ! i hate myself .... now i understand how brave huien have been to confess wid shawn and ask for patch . she is a warrior, she is brave .

2010-05-12T18:10:00.001+08:00

Wanted to delete this blog, but was just cannot bear to do it . It contains too much of my memories, no matter it is bitter or sweet ones ...

Things have been changing for me . you asked if you have been spnding too much time with jian kai . i say no and joked about it . It the only answer i can give . even if i say yes, there is nothing you can do, or i can do in effect . jian kai is too important for you to b slightly away from him isnt it ? i really envy all of you, going out in pairs . so sweet and romantic . Congratulation (: i dun wan to be more important then jiankai, i just to to be same level as him . mayb im just too greedy ....

2010-04-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

Blehhx ! my blog is DEAD X.x . My computer was down from a very long ago, so since then didnt have the mood to update my blog . Hope daddy will buy me a computer asap ...

2010-03-18T23:33:00.000+08:00

konichiwa (:
yuppyupp im here to post abt the "mdm qin hse gathering" . in the afternoon, we( bin,me,yao,mdm qin, her daughter, eileen,calyn,peiying, yining, jk and sze dee) went to giant to buy the food for the bbq . bought alot !! as it is raining so they changed the bbq pit to mdm qin hse . eat and eat and eat ! gt chance to bbq the food also (: left mdm qin hse at 7.30 and walk wid bin home . really have fun dere ! Thenn ltr went to cousin hse to see my niece !!!! super cute baby . photos will b below . becux my fone gone crazy and cannot b switch on so there is nt much photo

2010-03-16T20:02:00.000+08:00

hellos (:
today is really fun . eayl in the morning went to school to do the titration test . my titration result is super off TT ! Then went to vivo wid bin hahas really hav fun dere ((: i shall let the photo do the talking !

okayys tats all for today ! byess ^^

2010-03-12T19:23:00.000+08:00

Hellos ! one month had past since the last time i've update my blog . Life is really tiring recently . The amount of homework and the number of tests are stressing me out . Honestly if im nt afraid of being laugh at i would have cried after the physic test . ITS HORRIBLE ! upoon 30 marks i onli manage to did 10 marks TT .... disappointed with myself ... Really regretted for falling aslp last night . Haishh no point saying anything nw . Shall take tis as a lesson and do better nxt time =/

Holiday is coming and will be going bac to sch on mon and tues . Quite a lot of homework needed to b completed during the holis >< ! hahas kind of looking forward to mdm qin's bbq . SHE IS SOOO NICE :)))))) ! me, huien and yao is nt her student bt we are being invited too ! Thank you mdm qin !!! hahas will update and post photo after the me and bin qo the marina ( dunno how spell ) place =PP

2010-02-06T23:47:00.000+08:00

Gd night peoples (:

>< !! ewwww life have been so stressful for me ( or for everyone) ! how i hope time will just stopped and i can take a little rest, of course time waits for no man . i've to learn to get used to it and cope with my studies . Jiayous to all students ;DDD

Woke up early in the morning to finish up Blood Promise . Its a super good book and i definitely recommend everyone to go and read that series of novel . ( A vampire academy novel ) Totally forgot about the time and that i have to go out >< Bin came over and waited for me :X ! sryy bin ! denn blah blah blah .... read about the details at bin's blog ---> unknown-attentionn.blogspot.com . That is if she got update her blog . stayed at home and finished geography project in the afternoon ^^ thann went to aunt's house to have dinner . was piss with my niece ! she is sooo sooo irritating >( but beside her, everything is fine (: the food is delicious and have fun listening to cousin pplay her guitar .

i think this is my longest post in a very long time ((: hahas shall end here byees ^^
ps: cheer up for those who have been upset or unhappy recently ! and take care cheryl (:

2010-02-01T20:39:00.000+08:00

虽然不知道你是否会看见这句迟来的道歉，可是我还是地向你说声对不起。我真得自己很差经，竟然没顾及到你的感受。。。对不起。。。

2010-01-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

im dead X.x
hellos ^^ im trying my best to update my blog more often =x nth special hav happen recently . homework is still alot, the number of testes just dun seem to decrease at all TT ! sad to say, im still nt in the "study" mode yet . barely pass my test >< ! there will b physic common test on nxt monday . and had a deal wid him . hope im able to win !! JIAYOUS BIN AND ME !

2010-01-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

hellos ! didnt have time to blog yesterday TT .. anyways here i am to try and keep my blog alive agn !!! ^^
things had been so buys recently, ENDLESS homework, COUNTLESS test . starting to feel sian alrdy =X i knw i shldnt feel tat bt, just cannot control it . bt of cux i will try to put in effort in everything(?) soon . arhhhs nth much to blog abt . soo shall end here . byees !

BIBI i update my blog le ^^

2010-01-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

2010-01-11T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hello people !
Havn been blogging recenlty =X school had strted for a week . Dere is tonnes of homwork and i can barely finish them . Failed my first emaths test . how "great" for the strt of the year =/ was depress by it bt im alrite nw . thnx those who cheer me upp ^^ ! Viewed the 2009 GCE O'lvl result release today . many ppl cried ... congrat to all my senoirs tats did well for their olvl (: envied the tops students ! hahas hope any of idk-ers can b top student too ^^ shall end here . byees!

to bin : ya ! dun feel lyk bloggin murhh . nth to blog abt excepts homework ><

2010-01-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

Yes ! im home (: HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !
Becux of many ppl, 2009 had been a wonderful year . qone through lots of swt and bitters . experience new stuff and make new fwens . thnx idk for always being beside me (: cannot name any names out cux everyone is important ^^ thnx all of you for always tolerating my bad temper and etc . i knw im nt a wonderful person . hope i can b a better fwren and lao ma for you ^^ opps i nid qo do homework le . byees ^^

2009-12-29T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hellosss people !
cux of the green tea im kind of hyper nw . too much caffinne ? today cheryl and ah gong came to my hse to" do project" bt end up paying the whole tym . was chasing bii around m rm trying to gt my fone bac frm her >< ! she deleted so many photos TT !!! piqqy bibi kip falling aslp on my bed >< guess she veri tired frmm studying burhh . hope she will pass it (: holiday is ending soon so wish everyone enjoy themselves to te fullest for the last week ;DDD byeesss

2009-12-24T01:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRHDAY FLOOR !

^^ will be doin a proper post today .

This afternoon wnt to celebrate floor's b'dae (:

hope she hav fun wid us ;DD

at 12 plus, went to meet ah gong at hg mrt denn

walk to ave 8 meet bin . she look quite sick . take care !

tried to find the bakery tat huien told me abt, bt too bad, cant find :(

so walked bac to hg mall and bought a cake at pola .

denn went to meet rucui and bibi after that went floor hse .

well i can say tat we lyk nbr surpirse dao floor dehh lor TT !

instead i gt scare by cookie ! she is super hyper today !

floor's brother kip torturing her >< !!!

watched a movie at floor hse and went the void deck to play poker cards.

haha floor told us something funny !

the length of your fore arm is the length of your foot .

FLOOR IT IS WRONG !

I CAN PROVE IT !

MY FOOT IS SHORTER DEN MY ARM =PP

tats all for today ! byees

2009-12-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

came to update blog, since bin say it is dead . CONGRATX BIN FOR PASSING YOUR GOLD (: have been slacking at home the pass few days . Slept at 3am ytd, super tired nw >< ! holidays is ending alrdy TT ... how i wish 2010 nbr cum . qoin finish 书剑恩仇录 soon . kip chionging tat bk until my eyes qoin close le ... shall end here ! byees

2009-12-14T15:07:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday cheryl ! <33

arhhs im qoin to collapse onto my bed >< woke up early today to bake my cookies ^^

hahas hav been spending tym trying to deco it . making it look weird =X hav to finish my homework soon .

the nanyang gurl paper is killing me X.x . haishh shall end here and strt doin my homework le . byees !

what if today is the last day of the world . what would you do ?

2009-12-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

so tired >< ! went wid bin,jk and jw to amk to watch new moon . haha quite enjoy it (: sooo looking forward to ECLIPS ^^ dunno why bt kip quarreling wid jk . half way gt irritated by him so stop quarreling . haha confuse ? after movie we walked around amk and gt so sian . homed after tat . yeahh wil b able to see bibi tmr (:

2009-12-06T19:03:00.001+08:00

Sianzzz .... mum kip calling me do this do tat today . whn she call me, its up to nth qd ! so tired TT !

summary of the essay : ( translate take too long le lurhh, summarise jiu hao le =X)
At first sight, i fall in love wit her . She have a very special aura around her, and i kw she is my miss right . Mayb fate is pulling us together, she became my classmate and i gt to sit beside her ! Becux of her social character, she soon became veri popular and many guys was asking her for stead . well as i was beside her, of cux i gt her first =PP so many guys are jealous of me.
in a blink of an eye, we had graduate frm university . on one of her rdm health chack, she found out tat she had brain cancer. her world suddenly crashed..... ( to be continue)

2009-12-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

konbangwa (:
currently is reading a great bk --书剑恩仇录 . nice bk bt its hard to understand . guess my chinese is nt up to standard >< tution had started today and wow ! i hav forgotten almost everything TT had to do the nanyang paper to refresh my memory . haha so many holiday da homework t done oso =/ jiayous lo ;DDD

2009-12-01T17:31:00.007+08:00

在大学门口中，我们遇见了彼此。虽然只是擦肩而过，但她身上所散发的脱俗气质却深深的吸引着我。我知道爱神丘比特已经来临。

不晓得是否是缘分在为我们牵线，她竟然成了我的同桌同学。原来她叫筱怡－一个插班生。筱怡虽然是新同学但很快便和大家打成一片，自然而然的，她也成了众多少年的心仪对象。可是，俗语说的好：近水楼台，先得月。平时便在课上聊天嬉戏的我们快速的成为了知己，当然也顺理成章的成了一对羡煞旁人的爱侣。

   一转眼，我们便甜蜜的度过了优哉的大学时光。谁知，天妒红颜，筱怡在一次的健康检查中，不幸得知自己患上脑癌的消息。筱怡瞬时间，脸无血色，眼泪如断了线的珍珠似的，随着脸颊缓缓滑下。我们世界里的色彩正一点一滴的消失，看不见一丝丝的曙光。

　这突如其来的消息对两个正沉浸在热恋泡沫中的男女来说是多么残酷的现实。在绝望的当儿，有个医生建议筱怡接受化疗以及切除脑瘤手术，筱怡在别无选择的地步下，点点头答应了。手术的成功几率少之又少，被治好的机会渺茫，这将是筱怡人生中的一个大劫。看着筱怡为了手术而提心吊胆，我的心如刀割。为什么我不能代替她承受这一切？所以我向筱怡许下一个会陪伴她一生的承喏，可她却没回答，只是笑了笑。难道她认为我求婚只是在同情她而已？为了表示我的诚意，我暗暗的计划了一次惊喜。

    在筱怡她经手术房的前一天，我替她向医生请了一天假，把他代理了冷冰冰的医院，心想让她享受一天，不必因任何事而感到烦恼。赶往目的地的途中，天下起了绵绵细雨，仿佛在为我们的爱情而掉眼泪。

   细雨中，我们到了目的地。那是一件古老但宏伟的教堂。“你推开门看看”我微笑着说。

筱怡用疑惑的眼神看着我。我轻敲了她的脑袋瓜，意识她快开门。当筱怡推开门的那瞬间，她的眼孔忽然放大，人也呆住了。她眼前是我写的一个布条和十字架下的戒指。布条上写着：“我爱你，嫁给我好吗？”

筱怡感动得流下了泪水。我帮她擦干脸上的泪水，并让她去取那十字架下的戒指。他点了点头慢慢的走了进去。可是她每一步都走得摇摇晃晃的，没两步便倒了下来。。。。。。

   她就这样的走了。。。我似乎还能感受到她躺在我怀里而留下的温度。。。过了两个星期，我收到了她的来信。原来是她家人替她寄的。信里写着：威当你收到这封信时，我已不在人世了。对不起先走一步了。和你相遇是我今生最大的收获，谢谢你给我的美好回忆。虽然我不在了，但我会永远在你身旁，当你的守护天使。我爱你，威。”

看到这里，泪水不仅在我眼眶里打转，最后还是留了下来。筱怡，我爱你。

　　

2009-11-29T14:12:00.003+08:00

Haishhhx .... tmr is the reporter camp . so siann lor ! 昨天又挨余老师吗 >< ! 每次都是被人犯错，我受罪 >( still nid b waitress tmr ....... wth ?! she take me as wad ? her maid ? arghhhs .... hope the two day camp quickly end

2009-11-26T18:41:00.000+08:00

helloooooooooooooos !! (:
>< ! currently babysitting taylor . wahh verii active lehh he TT !! super tired nw . early in the morning went to sch to meet mdm yee . haishhh kip kana scolding for no reason == ! shall start wid my holiday homework soon ~ okayys shalll end here . buaiis .

2009-11-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

Helloooooooooooos !
haha gt a few daes nbr update le . hav been sick for tis few days . sore throat, flu, headache .... all these : old fwren : cum find me agn le TT ! havnt been doin much tis few daes . spent most of the tym slacking . hahas watched 下一站，幸福 (: hmmm a nice story line bt the drama is a bit rush =/ haha watch the drama and hav some 感触 abt it .

下一站，真的会幸福吗？人生就像坐公车一样，必须经过很多个‘公车站’。从呱呱落地那刻开始，人就上了公车。公车停的第一站是什么？第一次宝宝说话？还是第一天上学？不知道。。。但在公车上坐着坐着，人便睡着了。梦境开始浮现。这个梦并不快乐，梦里人过不好，生活里充满了悲伤。伤痛似乎永远没有尽头。人因为难过流下了眼泪。公车忽然间停了下来，人也被惊醒了。原来是到站了。为什么在还没到达下一站之前，人得承受痛苦，悲伤？

2009-11-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

hahahs ! my fone cam nt qd so the photo is veri blurrx .

make a guess who its it ?!

today went out wid bin and ah gong .

super unlucky.... nails broken and bleed TT !

dunno why, bt bin lyk more worry abt my finger more den i do .

haha thnx (:

denn after tat went to watch the new movie . A CHRISTMAS CAROL !

for me... half of the moive is lyk horror movie instead of

a comedy >< !

really veri tired .... shall end here . byess !

2009-11-19T17:19:00.000+08:00

Hellooos ^^ !
wahh it is still raining TT ! came home abt 3 plus, gt a wet X.x . early in the monring went to sch to prepare the ingredients for the farewell party . BT ! i cannot imgaine how stupid i was to mixed up the tym . i could hav slp for another half and hour >< !! well the process of prepairing te food was .... disgusting ! the chicken .... argh .... however the food turns out well ((: hope everyone hav fun today :DD

Message for bin :
haha dun nid worry abt me ! just nid some
more time and i cn b the old wai agn ^^ !
hav confident in me (:
i understand tat tym cannot rewind, and we cannot
return to the past to redo everything .
hehes im just a bit confuse nw .
bt dun nid worry abt me le lurhh horr !

2009-11-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

wooow !! vivo city ^^ haha today went to vivo wid bin .

hav lots of fun dere . bt today is more special . skipped

our normal routine and directly went to the top lvl to eat and slack =X

chatted wid bin for veri long . hahas (: hav so much fun chatting!

gg lazy to blog le . for more infomation qo bin's blog !

unknown-attentionn.blogspot.com

2009-11-16T21:39:00.003+08:00

wahh tired TT !!

hahas did my yearly packing today (: so messy lo=x

pack until pek chek >< ! haha i guess im nt in qd mood burhh =P

okayy tats all fo today ^^

傻瓜不开心就说去来吧。
大家一起陪你不开心，比自己一个不开心好((:
快点开心起来吧,别让朋友担心了。
笑一笑，一切都会没事的(:

2009-11-14T23:07:00.001+08:00

Konchiwa :)
yeahh holiday has officially started . today went out wid bin to a few places . hmmm bin and yao hav kind of been counselling me . thnx for your helpp (: ! i guess im alright nw ^^ hahas without them i mayb still in a moody state >< ! hehehes bought acash today . so long since i last bought acash =x audi is getting so boring TT ! hope my com cna play more game . i wan play L4D >< ! seems lyk a nice game lor .... haishhh nbm (: shall entertain myself wid other stuff ^^

Bye bye ! let the past b a piece of qd memory . tmr i will be better ^^
wun stuck at the past anymore (:
If you happen to read tis, pls rmb to collect
your consent form on monday .

2009-11-13T18:39:00.002+08:00

Gd evening :)) !
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH ! Today is the last day of special terms (: hurray !! hahahs ^^ Was playing poker most of the tymin class . dunno why, jk, milton and sze dee crazy dehh ! kip trying to irritate me and yao . CRAZY people =/ tupid MSWR kip hitting me TT ! and i wher gt look lyk bamboo ?! is they too fat i think ... haha bt lucky bin and yao help to scold them, and make them quiet . if nt i gg le X.x after schh went to meet mdm yee . today's meeting was enjoyable :) haha denn whn finish, went to eat lunch wid sock hoon and hj . laugh alot ;DD and homed .

2009-11-12T18:18:00.001+08:00

hellooooos !
imm sooo looking forward to holiday ^^ count down to 1 day !today's lesson is normal, watch a funny moive ? video ? for ss lesson . tym seems to past really quickly today (: haishh i hope im bac to my normal self le ^^ ! after sch, went to meet mdm yee and was forced to say something out . gg >< ! i hope she dun mention it in front of someone... then then walk home, so suay i nbr bring umbrella so the outcome dun nid say le >< ! hmm nth more to blog . shall end here ^^

i hope i can really forgt abt you .
its qd to see tat you are nt affected abt it (:
hmmm you seems happier becux of it ! hahas
i nid tym to gt over you .
cannot always stuck at tis . tym to move on.
live will b hard without you, bt im strong enough
to live on . i wish we could b friends, at least
i dun nid to b away frm you . looking at you
at a distance is qd enough ... stupid me ...
am i an idiot ?! nt sure abt it . bt im sure
i dun regret steading wid you (: thnx

2009-11-12T13:33:00.000+08:00

hellooooss !
yeahh holidays cumming finally (:
hmm nth much to blog abt .. shall end here ;DD

2009-11-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

What shld i do ? i dont know ...

can someone tell me ?

hate living in the world full of uncertains.

a question that is nbr been answered....

2009-11-05T20:38:00.001+08:00

Helloooooooooooooooos ! :)

Oh my tian arhh ?! i think i'm crazy,borrowed so many bks O.O hahas bks are the onli way kip me frm thinking something . haha reading is definitely a qd way to cheer ppl up ^^ so tired this few days, dunno why =/ kip having problems on waking up on tym >< . haish hope things gt better for me !

2009-11-03T21:12:00.000+08:00

Helloooooooooooooooooos ;DDD !!
so tired tis few days >< ! Special term started a few days ago, well it is nt as bad as wad i tot . time flys whn i qo to sch (: shall end here. byes

2009-10-31T17:23:00.018+08:00

Helloooooos ! ;DDD
hahas havn been blogging for dew days le . hmmmmm nth much happen anyway . took bac the report bk ytd, AND the result is nt veri qd =/ bt nbm . lyk wad someone say, i can onli work harder nw and do better nxt tym (: siann nth to blog abt le . shall nd here . byebye .

i really miss you ...
eventhough i've been trying to forgt you,
bt it just dun work .
wad can i do ?
even if we cart talk,
looking at you is enough .
no matter wad is qoin to happen,
i wish you hav a bright future ahead of you .
iloveyou ; aiishiteru ; woaini ; je t'aime ; ti amo

2009-10-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

helloooooos (: HAPPY BIRHTDAY MUMMY ! keep mixing up the dates lately =/ whats wrong wid me ?! haish nth much to blog abt >< ! i'll kip my promise dehh, wun tease you agn .

2009-10-27T08:08:00.000+08:00

currently in school dehh com lab . hav fun ytd (: for more info of wad me, bin, floor and yunhui did, pls qo to yunbin's blog for more information ^^ unknown-attentionn.blogspot.com

2009-10-25T12:25:00.001+08:00

Konichiwa :)

having spending most of the tym outside ytd . In the morning, sock hoon and heng bin came to my hse to do the camp planning . Finish it veri fast, then we strted watching some tv programmes . weird weird shows >< !

After that, went to IKEA and Giant ( hahas bt took a photo of courts instead of giant =X) . hahas ! really hav fun dere ;DDD !

At night, went to celebrate mummy's birthday earlier . Hope she enjoy her dinner ^^ had seafood at east coast by the food is soooo unhealthy lurhh ! Make my stomach feel weird weird dehh ==

Oh my tiann arhh !! dere is something wrong wid me >< i hav problem understanding these bks :( so confusing ... saddd TT my language CMI ... hope i can finish reading tis bk b4 i lose interest in it =/